now I have no idea of how to feel anymore

"I know I am here but feel miles away. I sometimes feel like I am looking out the window of my own body; I know I should feel something but for the sake of not having an argument, or feeling guilty I shut it down and now I have no idea of how to feel anymore physically or mentally." - lars19

""I don't want to feel sadness , grief nor happiness. I only want peace." - Participant 5

Heartlessness, Numbing